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Of course I want to feel
It's obvious
Everybody wants to
Feel permission
Feel loved
Dare to tear my high walls
and loose my footing
Not being scared while
looking someone right into their eyes
Be embraced
Fall asleep next to someone
But for me, it's harder than that
It's not that I never have had any chance
I've had so many chances to fall in love
But for some reason I avoid it
and find I reason to not
Maybe it's because of my fear to be addicted
Let someone control my mood
How one person in one second
can break my heart
I guess it's my own fault
that I have ended up in this situation
Not letting anyone in
Not daring to
Repeatedly, I throw my chances away
Conscious
Tho it hurts to always be dropped behind
Because when is it my turn to have luck
My turn to feel
Without being scared
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